Locked Away

Have you ever sat in a room, staring at the ceiling, letting all of your thoughts run ramped among one another until they finally all die out – leaving an empty cavern in that skull of yours. Then, you close your eyes, practically begging blissful sleep to save you from the horrors of the night. But it doesn’t. So, you lay there, tossing and turning, fighting to keep your mind blank.

A mind is a dungeon. In this dungeon lay dark, dirty secrets that beg for the light. They taunt you as they struggle against their chains. They know why they’re locked so far away, they laugh at the way you cringe at the sight of them. They love to see you suffer because the only way to kill them is to set them free. So as the night becomes still and the clouds of daily tasks clear away, they kick and they scream until you have no choice but to listen.

And you do listen, you listen to the way they talk about you. They tell you why they’re locked away, they laugh as you remember. They just laugh and laugh and laugh until you’re so painfully exhausted that you fall into a deep, dreamless sleep.

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“And it’s just like the…

“And it’s just like the ocean under the moon, it’s the same as the emotion that I get from you, you got that kind of lovin’ that can be so smooth, now give me your love, make it real, or forget about it.”

- Santana ft. Rob Thomas

Smooth 

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Toxic

          They lurk in the corners with the face of an angel, hiding the dark in their eyes, the last sheds of humanity long ago burned from their hearts. Disguised as a friend, as a lover, unwilling to show their razor tongue behind that feigned smile. They wait, wait, wait. They wait until they find something, someone, to latch onto – to dig their nasty little claws into.

They’re toxic. 

             That girl that broke his heart, gossiping to her girlfriends with a snide smirk and sheds fake tears in front of  him; the boy that promised her she’d be special, watching his devilish plans unravel as she removes her clothes – they have acid in their heart. They’ll seep into your veins, spread from your heart to your head. They’ll never leave; forevermore will their touch, their words, the sound of their voice stay with you, like an ugly scar to remind you of the war you fought with this deadly disease.

                Maybe one wouldn’t understand how dangerous they are if they’d never been singed by these people. But could you stand even the sight of the person who threw those vile words that pushed that boy into suicide; the person who spewed lies to everyone until that girl was plagued by the name slut, whore, easy; the person who craves the companionship of madness and chaos; the person who licks her lips at the sound of his cries; the person responsible.

                She’s the toxin seeping into my veins, spreading from my head to my heart. She’ll never leave; forevermore will her touch, her words, the sound of her voice stay with me, like an ugly scar to remind me of the war I fought with this deadly disease. I breathe her in, like a personal drug that satisfies a need that I never knew I had. She’s toxic, so I must be sick because I need her too. 

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“And I don’t want the w…

“And I don’t want the world to see me, ’cause I don’t think that they’d understand, when everything’s supposed to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.”

- The Goo Goo Dolls

Iris

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“The only truth is music…

“The only truth is music.”

- Jack Kerouac

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